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Even after this much evolution, the furnace goes out and she is cold again. I go out to the back of the house, with its spiders and mosquitoes, where the rusty gas pipes wait. I've tightened, lit, re-lit, banged and kicked, but no rock or bone in my tool kit works. I snort and swear at the metal box then look closer at the pilot and notice the stress crack. Now I know what to do, but I can't remove the rusted plate that prevents me from getting at the pilot. So I go down to the hardware store where other men with wide hands pick and prod among the pipes and boards, grunt and point their calluses at dream tools --they can't justify the cash. So they linger, tell their fantasy scenarios, --money no limit-- the things they'd build. I don't belong here; I buy what I came for and go home. In fading light I fill the crack with the metal repair goo. It's not pretty, and another guy might scoff, but I can smell cooking from inside and I know she appreciates the warmth of my fire.
conquistador headwaters then this European then another someone avoids the word "slave" but will use "savage" bloody like cotton or rum one tributary deserves another and someone misuses the word "freedom" and fires a shot into a crowd whitewater of cultures much displacement bend south or west flood over the farmlands rage new banks in that battle or this rebellion our heroes are calm surfaces dark fish swim in their souls silt of internment or reservation the mighty muddy sales banks industrious flowing to our delta of corporate uniformsCanaries © J.P. Dancing Bear My grandmother's hands are canaries ready to collapse in on themselves. I study her hand in mine: the thin skin, the purple veins and bones
ready to collapse in on themselves.
I am crying an afternoon of
my grandmother trying to communicate
after the stroke stole her voice,
locked inside, her head left,
So now he sings his song, not to some apocryphal god, but for the warmth of her.
When they are together,
they write songs to sing
These reckless summer hours
that one right there--
She knows every verse of his lips
Armstrong has seen it from its sister. He wants to be with her: plant his red stripes, blue sky, into her.
It is not enough to land Isn't that what the myths say too:
the twin goddess fooled into solitude.
Armstrong knows and come back a man.
He looks like Peter Seller's brother, moving his paint brushes in and out, afraid of the open spaces where the light rushes in; and she's so dark in moods, a plummy jam of images. She dances for his curly mustache, his sweet madness. She is a Sheherazade of gray landscapes and jagged stones. Oh their lovemaking is as precise as a surgeon's scalpel slicing the belly or the chest -- it is watching their own blood pool in an aphrodisiac elixir, their green bottle-fly kisses and watch-dial eyes bring them closer to each other, closer to the edge.
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