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Tal Nitzan 
is a poet, editor and one of the preeminent translators from Spanish in Israel today.

Born in Jaffa, she has lived in Buenos Aires, Bogota & New York, currently lives in Tel Aviv.

Recipient of the Women Writers’ Prize in 1998, and the Culture Minister Prize for Beginning Poets in 2001, Nitzan has published three poetry collections: Domestica (2002, recipient of the Culture Minister's Prize for First Book), An Ordinary Evening (2006), and Café Soleil Bleu (2007). Her forthcoming book, A Short History, has won the ACUM (artists & writers rights society) Prize for poetry submitted anonimously (2007). Her work has been published in English in magazines such as "Bridges", "Zeek", "Habitus" and others, and will appear in 2008 in German and French anthologies (Caracters editions, "Europe" literary magazine).

An ardent peace activist, Nitzan has organized several political-poetic events, and has edited the ground-breaking anthology With an Iron pen: Hebrew Protest Poetry 1984-2004 (2005), a collection of Hebrew poetry that protests against the Israeli occupation (forthcoming publication of English version in the USA).

Nitzan has translated over 50 books into Hebrew, including two anthologies of Latin American poetry, and adapted a Hebrew version of Don Quixote for youth (2006). Her translations include poetry works by Cervantes, Machado, Neruda, Paz, Borges, Vallejo, Pizarnik & Hierro, and prose by García Márquez, Vargas Llosa, Cortázar, Onetti, Toni Morrison, Ian McEwan, Angela Carter and many others. She has won numerous awards for her translations, among them the Culture Minister Creation Prize for translators (1995, 2005), and in 2004, an honorary medal from Chile’s president, for her translation of Pablo Neruda’s poetry.






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Tal Nitzan    


Poems from “DOMESTICA” (2002)

(Translation from Hebrew: Tal Nitzan with Vivian Eden)
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Afternoon and little girl

You get up with your cheeks burning
and your face contracted with the sadness of awakening.
A three-year-old sorrow:
Sensing the sorrows that still await you.
What could have consoled you?
I go on typing with one hand,
caressing you with the other.
You aren’t thinking about me –
maybe about a sweet or a lion,
maybe about a train.
Nor am I thinking about you –
about a cold gloomy January
that would  crouch between me and the screen
if you hadn’t pushed your way in here.
Now impatience starts stirring inside you.
In me too:
You keep me from writing the poem about you.
 
In the time of cholera


Facing one another
we turn our backs to the world’s calamities.
Behind our closed eyes and curtains
both heat and war
erupted at once.
The heat will calm down first,
the faint breeze
won’t bring back
the boys who have been shot,
won’t cool down
the wrath of the living.
Even if it tarry,
the fire will come,
many waters won’t quench etc. *
Our arms as well
can only reach our own bodies:
We are a small crowd
incited to bite,
to cling to each other
to barricade ourselves in bed
while in the ozone above us
a mocking smile
cracks wide open.
 
*(Song of Solomon, 8:7) “Many waters cannot quench love, neither can the floods drown it”


Something quiet


Nothing is quieter
than blows inflicted upon others,
nothing threatens less
the satisfied soul’s calm.
The defeat in their eyes is mute,
their arms
drop quietly.
 
What a pleasant silence.
 
Except for a tiny piercing sound
that bothers mainly in the mornings
but can be dimmed easily
by the relaxing rustle
of newspaper pages.
 
Before they’re buried under ruins
they disappear under the Entertainment Section
the half full cup of coffee
the slamming door
 
in our house
that stands firm.


After the haircut

The thin veins on your eyelids,
ancient Jewish maps,
announce your eyes’ opening,
warn:
Too large for a little girl!
Too blue for a cub!
Your transparent skin doesn’t even pretend.
Neither my milk nor my body nor my hair
that grows long to wrap you
will shield you      
from life’s ultra-violet.

Poems from “DOMESTICA” (2002)

(Translation from Hebrew: Tal Nitzan with Vivian Eden)

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Taylor Graham is a volunteer search-and-rescue dog handler in the Sierra Nevada of California, and also helps her husband (a retired forester/wildlife biologist) with his field projects. A native Californian, she studied for a year in Germany and has also lived in Alaska and Virginia. She and her husband have responded with their trained dogs to hundreds of searches for missing persons and disaster victims, including the Mexico City earthquake of 1985.

Her poems have appeared widely, including America, Grand Street, The Iowa Review, The New York Quarterly, Poetry International, and Southern Humanities Review, and she’s included in the anthology, California Poetry: Gold Rush to the Present. Her latest book, The Downstairs Dance Floor (Texas Review Press, 2006), is winner of the Robert Phillips Poetry Chapbook Prize. Her latest project is a collection of poems on the life and thought of the American peace activist Elihu Burritt, the Learned Blacksmith (1810-1879).

TAYLOR GRAHAM


GIVING UP THE ANVIL  

    ... wonderful things, these looms and spindles; but they could not
    spin thoughts; there was no attribute of Divinity in them.
        - Elihu Burritt, “Why I Left the Anvil”

Those hours of hammering iron
build muscles in arm and shoulder,
and ease the way of learning
into the brain. The body,
you believed, feeds the mind.

And yet in the end, you chose words’
labor and let the hammer lie.
You watched the “furnace heart”
of progress breath life
but not soul

into metal spindle and loom;
how the Iron Horse made Earth
tremble. Still, one piece of man’s
machinery took your fancy:
the printing press.

Words on paper, the mind’s lasting
tracks across a page. I imagine
you late at night, reading
to ease the weary body and feed
the sleepless soul.


COURAGE OF WORDS

        Peace has its battle-fields; bloodless, but brave to a degree of heroic endurance
        of wrong and outrage to which martial courage could never attain.
            - Elihu Burritt, "Passive Resistance"

You grew up thinking you might heal
the world with words. But Elihu,
didn’t you learn you can get hurt
by those same words?
Think of your brother Elijah,
run out of Milledgeville
for a pamphlet against slavery.

Abolitionist yourself, you had a plan:
sell off western lands to purchase freedom
for the slaves.
But it didn’t come to pass.
And another plan: boycott
the fruits of slave labor,
and slavery would die.

Remember how your Freedom-
loving friends disowned you
when finally you chose Peace
above all else: Let the South
go its own way, you said,
if that keeps brother
from killing brother.

Those huge words, Elihu,
Peace and Freedom, Peace or
Freedom – who can choose
in these terrible
dilemmas mankind poses?


SURVEY STAKES AND TRANSITS

    for Elihu Burritt, from a vantage in the 21st Century

Hearing tales of the Western Reserve,
did you think your destiny
was to measure out a trackless
wilderness?

The Corps of Discovery was pressing
beyond Louisiana territory all the way
to the Pacific, an unmapped expanse
filled with birds

and flowers, rivers waiting to be named –
uncharted hills and valleys, so much
wild terrain begging

for mankind’s gentling hand. And after
the land is surveyed, parceled, sold
and bought; then cultivated, built
and overbuilt –

what’s left, Elihu? You gave up that
dream. But did you know, survey pins
can’t prove a claim to the spirit
of the land?


MANIFESTO

    After the Memorial to the Victims of Communism in Prague:
    “dedicated to all victims - not only those who were jailed or executed
    but also those whose lives were ruined by totalitarian despotism."

On these ascending steps
toward classless equality, each of us
aspires to a common
image, with every idiosyncracy
snipped away
    remember his passion for jazz,
        her penchant for waltzing
       on rooftops
We purge every weakness
        his solitary walks
            in the park,
       her gazing out a window
        at heaven knows what –
            and who’s that singing
        forbidden songs of freedom?
Each of us climbs, bound
to an ever-slimmer                               
shadow, no Shakespeare, no
Pasternak, no Pietà in flesh
tones, no poetry of our
own,
see how each of
us casts just the
sliver of a silhouette
pared down ever
thinner
to bone.

c. Taylor Graham, 2007.




Axilea M. Uzumcuoglu is a true citizen of the world. Open-minded, open-hearted.

Born in Istanbul, Turkey, she was raised in a family where respect for different cultures and beliefs was an essential part of her upbringing.

She lived in Naples (Italy) as a child because of her father’s job which also meant she was raised in an International environment.

She later spent one year in Milan (Italy) as a student and has been living in Brussels (Belgium) for (too) many years. She believes she will never get used to its gray sky and people.

In love with the much more colorful Mediterranean, she would love to spend the rest of her life there. She loves the culture, the food, the warmth of the sea and the lively hospitality of the people among countless other aspects.

After graduating from the European School, she obtained:
 M.A. in translation (I.S.T.I., Brussels),
 M.A. in French literature and screenwriting (ULB, University of Brussels), M.A. in literary translation.

She worked as a teacher, as a writer for documentary films,  a critic  for children’s books and a translator.

She also went to drama school and acted in several plays.

Her hobbies include:
Singing classes (jazz)
Archery
Tai chi chuan
Reading…

She has a wonderful daughter whose name is AlizÈe, a warm Southern wind in her life.

She is in love with words and concerned about the future of humanity. She always aims at using words that feel true to her heart and mind (she believes there should be no difference between the two) and is deeply upset by words that are used to manipulate.



















AXILEA


EQUATIONS FOR A FALLING BODY
  - a few seconds of freedom -


I fall,
from the ornamental top of a highrise building,
thirty-seven stories, yet I'm still flying,
quickly approaching my terminal velocity.

I let go,
dramatically ignoring air resistance
and even giving up all resistance,
I just open my mouth to take it all in.

I leave behind,
the hand that broke a bone in this body,
the tears that accompanied years of loss
and a ticket for a plane I never took.

I threw it all,
the delusive letter my father wrote to me,
the fake ring a dishonest lover gave to me,
even, the lies of a shameless husband.

Yes, one by one,
I dropped them all,
I happily stripped off, heavy layers
of make-believe that I, alone, could carry.

The burdens that
all too naturally,
stick to the skin of a woman,
I gave away to gravity.

Which one am I, the hammer or the feather?
To me the expectations of the world below don't matter.

Much better,
3:04am, 560 Madison Avenue (at 56th street),
arms open wide to the nothingness,
emptied of my earthly worries,
for eleven seconds, I fly.


CREMAINS AND IMAGES
  - Another life... –

They placed her ghastly body
on such a safe, modern device.
Motorized trolley,
computerized heat;
a furnace to transform her
- forever -
freezing my heart.

Only fragments
came out of the retort
to be pulverized,
become soft and acceptable
pasty-pale-powder.

Could I ever believe
that her perfumed earthly body
was now in a clean, labeled box?

A collection of cremains
is not all that remains,
not a handful of dust.

So she came back to me
from the door left ajar,
in a dream full of open windows
she stepped into my life.

It wasn't really her,
yet she was more herself
than she'd ever been:
her stronger,
smiling-shining side.

She did not travel
from the world of the dead,
but through the glorious gate
of images created
when she was still alive.

She came into my private space
- a precious, vivid picture -
to simply stay with me
and begin a new life.

Images of beauty live
relieved of the mortal shell
as a gift from our ancestors,
as a part of ourselves.


BITS AND PIECES
- nothing intact -

Seconds before the end,
like just before an earthquake,
a dog howled and a flock of seagulls
flew from above the roof.

I felt it too, all over my skin
and also deep within,
digging, as fast as I could,
to hide the treasured seeds,
that would allow me to rise
and grow from my shattered self,
one day.

Then, the whole world exploded
and I watched it all happen,
witnessing my own end.

In slow motion,
the books, once on the shelves,
opened their wings and flew.

Pens and pencils,
pins and paper clips,
erasers, old coins
and a plastic toy camel
crowded the air above my head.

A bottle of red ink broke,
staining the wallpaper.
I quickly interpreted the shape
as an atomic mushroom.

A plane crash on the ceiling
killed an imaginary pilot,
the universe was blowing up
and so did my whole room.

In the middle of the maelstrˆm
I recognized drifting pieces
of my splintered self.

Scatterings of questions left unanswered,
whirled together, with the tiny fragments
of a restless mind, that couldn't stand
answers left unquestioned.

I watched flowers turn
into thousands of butterfly-petals
flying around, slowly falling onto the ground.

There, at my feet, I discovered
on a thousand pieces of a broken mirror,
the puzzle of my innermost secrets.

A helpless child in a damaged place,
I found shelter under an old table.
Holding tight all that was left of me,
although it cut like broken glass.

I wept silently and I bled,
sitting still,
waiting for the storm to end.


YOU CAN KEEP YOUR GARDEN


- Sexclusion or a metaphor re-interpreted -


A statue guards the gate
of the beguiling garden
with its fascinating plants,
heavy trunks,
leaves that seek
for the light
(of knowledge?)
and flavorsome fruits,
forbidden food
(for thought?).

Here I am,
not made of clay
or some man's rib
- there must be a mistake:
my integrity was lost
in translation -.

So I became a character
in an old fable,
feeble, of course,
temptation-prone,
unfit for the throne,
dirty from birth.

I am the dangerous belly-dancer.
Funny how, from a rib,
I became a mistress
that sensuously moves her hips
- divine desire.

An outcast
- frowned upon
by a huge man in the clouds -
bound to look for a cave or a castle
and become somebody's maid or princess.

Hey, I am not the only one.
I met Lilith
in the marsh,
deep wrinkles on her cheeks,
her voice,
an ax on a piece of wood,
(s)exiled, broken,
giving birth to monsters
for being a woman on top.

Heathen,
I left the garden of Eden
and now keep the knowledge
right where it belongs:
deep-rooted in my brain,
steady, ready
for a fight that lasts
and a road
so lonely, it terrifies me.

But I am a woman
and won't let others define
what is feminine.

I am velvet and stone,
so many times re-born
just to become myself,
more and more so.

I left that garden
as a refuge
for the weak at heart.



THIS IS NOT ABOUT WORDS


- What is language - art - understanding? -


Color is not a word she knows
and you might as well learn
that those who tried to teach her
were only doing so for their own sakes.

When the knife she was holding
cut the peach in two,
she expected to see blood.

Disappointed or just confused,
she thought of the belly of her teacher
as yet another fruit.

Red is not a word she knows.


c. All poems by Axilea M. Uzumcuoglu, 2007.

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Leland Jamieson lives and writes in East Hampton, Connecticut, USA.  Recent and forthcoming work appears in numerous magazines.  His first book, 21st Century Bread: Poems, can be previewed and is available at http://www.lulu.com/lelandjamieson.  Major influences on his work, after Shakespeare, are Robert Frost, William Carlos Williams, Wallace Stevens, William Stafford, and Timothy Steele.

LELAND JAMIESON



BENEATH A NIBIRUBIAN KNIFE

A meditation based on Zecharia Sitchin’s series
Earth Chronicles, and The Lost Book of Enki.

For G.K.J.

300 Centuries Ago:

1.

On icy Nibiru, the King sought champs
to probe our solar system, and to find
gold ore to make enough gold-halide lamps.

Failed grow-lamps put its farmers in a bind,
growing in dark warm caverns wilted crops —
it brought a death sentence to all their kind.

Spectroscopy of Earth’s bold rock outcrops
and great blue seas showed lots and lots of gold
ore — promising to restock grocery shops.

King Anu’s firstborn Enki, who was bold,
sought to confirm the gold and engineered
an Earth probe.  He traversed the hazards, cold

and darkness of the Asteroids they feared.
(Enlil, his second-born, was by decree
named Prince, and thus to rule was trained and reared.)

When Enki first splashed down in a salty sea —
a gulf below what’s now the Tigris and
Euphrates — he surveyed all he could see.

He radioed the mother ship: “The land
is prime!  Without delay send men of brawn
and skill, with building tools, to lend a hand,

to build a base camp we may count upon
where we can safely land space shuttles filled
with mining tools, and miners we’ve signed on . . . .”

The king was thrilled, and sent his Prince to build
and run Earth Project, in partnership
with Enki — ’til all Earth’s gold had been drilled.

2.

The miners bore down hard . . . but lost their grip.
They quit.  The ore ran out.  Gold shipments ceased . . . .
All sought out Enlil’s princely leadership.

They talked.  How could work be resumed — increased —
to save Earth Mission (and save Nibiru)?
Enki, the scientist, proposed a beast:

“These apes cavorting woodlands might well do!
We’d splice in genes — and smartened, they would bond
to us like slaves.  They’d be our mining crew.”

Enlil exploded.  “You transgress beyond
the Rules of Interplanetary Travel!
Have coldly scientific studies conned

you so you think our Space Rules merely cavil?
A planet’s evolution is the work
of The Creator of Us All!  I’ll gavel

you out of order there.  Don’t go berserk . . . !”
But some supported Enki’s line of thought:
“Then what of Nibiru, left in the murk

of her despair?  Our kinfolk die.  We’re caught!
You can’t just gavel down debate on this.”
And Enki’s plan survived — their only shot . . . .

3.

Thus Human Beings came to be: a bliss
to Anunnaki miners they relieved
of drudge — and to the Mission gone amiss . . . .

Stripped of their estrus, female slaves conceived
continuously with their male counterparts . . . .
Steadily Enlil grew much more aggrieved

as his and Enki’s sons bred prickly hearts,
provoked new jealousies, made slaves choose sides,
and tutored them in warfare’s deadly ‘arts’.

“Neither our slaves, nor any god, abides
by my commands — not even our own sons,
corrupted by their lust for slaves as brides,”

Enlil complained to Enki, “and, each shuns
the confrontations we arrange.”
                                                     “Can’t blame
the slaves,” said Enki.  “We eat honeybuns

’til fat.  It’s we who bear, and can’t disclaim,
responsibility.  It’s — I agree —
completely out of hand.  And it’s a shame.”

“It shames,” said Enlil, “us — and Destiny.
We chose this fate . . . .  We are the most at fault.
Could our Creator destine this to be?

Can’t be.  Was our choice — fate.  In somersault
we’ve lost our balance — I feel so remiss
enslaving apes by stealth, by genes’ assault!

Coda for the 21st Century:

Confession’s cheap.  Won’t still the high-pitched hiss
of spirits writhing out of flesh-bound life
a planet can’t support in this abyss

of unintended consequence and strife —
nor bring much bliss to those still coiled for birth
beneath a hubristic Nibirubian knife.


OUR CENTURION

A contemporary reading of Luke 7:1-10.

“He’s our Centurion — leads a hundred men.
He sees what is required, commands it done
with confidence he need not speak again.
Action follows, as day the rising sun!
You need not come down to his house to cure
his servant — your speech knows no shibboleth.
Command her healed from here, and he is sure
you’ll make her well, though she’s now close to death.”

“In all my travels I’ve not found a tongue,”
the Teacher said, “that’s as assured of what
the Inner Eye can see — and thus has sung.
Rejoice.  She’s healed as he, in seeing, sought.
What Inner Eye of man observes can move
like quarks in mysteries outer eyes reprove.”


STARING DOWN A MOULIN

With thanks to Paul Brown.  Summer, 2007.

Moulins, some big as our Niagra Falls —
hundreds and hundreds of them — shocked us each.
They pierced my consciousness like boring awls

which drilled and milled and pithed me of my speech
and left my tongue to waver in my head,
a dried-out chip, no words within its reach . . . .

Our chopper settled on a crack-free spread
on Greenland’s Ice Cap.  Tethered up, we dared
to step up close to where the glacier bled.

Green-blue in hue, a river milled and blared
its way down through a ‘bottomless’ crevasse
to slippery rock.  I peeped — down — and despaired.

I felt beneath my feet a lurch — our mass
of ice slipped further off its watery rock . . . !
Moulins like this expose the truth, alas,

that ‘global warming’ is no idle talk.
If — when — all Greenland’s ice melts, tides will rise
twenty two feet, engulfing us in shock.

(This doesn’t gauge the whispered melt’s good-byes
from glaciers on Earth’s greatest mountain slopes
nor weigh in polar ice caps’ slow demise.)

We’re greedy lemmings, chasing growth’s false hopes.
Our coastal cities will become like New
Orleans, knocked senseless on Katrina’s ropes.

We coastal folk, turned refugees, will queue
our shrinking highlands by the billions — and
we’ll wish we’d died when that last storm swept through.


Note: “Moulin” (rhymes with “Yukon” but with the accent on the second syllable), from the French word for “mill,” is a “giant hole in a glacier through which millions of gallons of melt water cascade through to the rock below... lubricating the glaciers so they move... triggering earthquakes as pieces of ice several cubic kilometres in size break up.”  From Paul Brown’s “Ice Caps Melting Fast: Say Goodbye to the Big Apple?” which appeared in Alternet, Oct. 10, 2007.  See also the author’s book, Global Warming: the Last Chance for Change.

c. All poems by Leland Jamieson, 2007.

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Jenny has had her poetry published in several poetry journals and has read at poetry and live art events. She has published a collection, Window, with Dave Pickering at Lulu.com (http://stores.lulu.com/windowopen). You can read more of her poetry at http://windowjennyadamthwaite.blogspot.com/

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Jenny Adamthwaite


Shoes

A small boy, sprawled at foot level,
green crayon greasy between his stubby fingers,
stares up at nylon tights and faded blue jeans,
listening to the kitchen sounds skid
across the tiles like skimmed pebbles:
a pan that swells with steam as bubbles sigh;
the hiss of a hot pan sinking into grim, grey water;
the thick click of a knife on wood then
the thud of a carrot top on the floor
as his father misses the bin.
He hears the pinched gasp of air,
tight lipped and sour, as
his mother’s eyes follow the carrot,
the silence that whistles around his father,
innocent and empty, when he doesn’t notice.
The boy twists a leg round to inspect the size of his feet
and wonders if when he’s grown up,
high heels won’t just be for mummies
and he will get to stand as tall and proud as she,
feet pointed like pistols at someone else’s shoes.


Linen Trousers


There’s
a smirk
implied
when
you ask
me
how I’m
finding
the life
I’ve chosen.

I swallow it whole without choking.
- Oh how interesting! you say.

It’s all
interesting
if you don’t
have to do it.
You take
me to a
restaurant
I could
never
afford.

On the way we step in a puddle.
You curse the gutter then the rain then the traffic.

Over
salad
garnishes,
I parody
myself
for you
while you
display        
your
feathers.

My ankles are cool.
Your linen trousers are ruined.

(previously published in 'Whimperbang')


The Cadence of Distance


Don’t think I don’t remember.
I remember.

I remember the way the moon
skimmed the Foss like a potato peeler,
the bridge where we drowned our reflections.
I remember our beer bubble conversations,
two friends who needed someone
finding someone and breathing in.
I remember January bus stop waits,
you beneath the brim of Russian fur,
my lips muffled by a velvet scarf.
I remember afternoon emails,
the cadence of names
and the colour of butterfly wings.

Don’t think I don’t remember.
I remember.
But I thought it better you forgot.

Letters

I write you letters in my head.

I tell you that when
your arm touches mine,
a tingle like static electricity
somersaults through my veins

and lands bewildered behind my eyes,
sitting cross-legged and
waiting expectantly for
something to happen.

Invisible Ink


A pen that surfs the lines with albatross grace,
occasionally dips into white space to test the water
and whispers what’s in your head.

Messages in lemon juice wake excited children:
Happy Birthday! on a plate, crumbs on the floor.
You can’t toast paper.

Do I read blank pages between the lines or
did you write on tip-toe, half hoping
I wouldn’t hear, knowing that I would try.


c. All poems by Jenny Adamthwaite, 2007.


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David Turner is married with 2 grown up children, a retired software engineer,  an ex-teacher, a lifelong poet, a student of English literature, an avid croquet player and interested in `all the uses of this world!'
His work has been previously published in 'Poetry Life and Times'; 'ASTRAVANTGARDE'  and 'Voices from the Web'.










DAVID TURNER



A Journey by Car from Newcastle to London

We fled the full length of the land
From the rosy North to the dark South
The golden glow over our homely hills
Fading to a purpled peace among the ever happy Dales
And the moon, skulling through a dark sea of stars,
Steered us swiftly South.

We joined the streams of time
Snaking before us on orbs of light
Until the unknown country came,
And we were as lost as a human race
In the space of a journey from there to where
With only one way to go and never knowing
If it were the right way, or
If the road would ever end.

A Dignified Death

All day the cat lay dying
In the dog's basket.
The dog gave up his bed
Willingly enough;
Surprised by unaccustomed licence,
He kept approaching
To sniff the curled ball
Of fur and bones
And, receiving no rebuff,
Licked gently at ungroomed coat
Then retired.

Cats do most things with dignity,
Dying included.
The quiet folds of black and white
Moved ocassionally
From one awkward position to another.
At the end
The long black tail,
Too exhausted to wrap around
A weary body,
Hung loosely over the blanket's edge.
There was no complaint -
Just long determined endurance
In the face of final fatigue
And slow fading
Of the bright world.

Who is to say that
A cat's death
Is any easier than a man's?
Should any man
Need to know how to die
Let him comfort
A quiet cat
In the last hours
Of the ninth life.
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Sinking in an English Swamp

Part I - England Sleeps

Even as England sleeps
Moon and sun, wind and tide
Combine against her.
Storms rage
The Channel and North Sea
(Once England's moat)
Rise in a surging tsunami
Against her defences.
Flood follows flood,
Overwhelming the land.
Soon England will be
Unrecognisable.
Where once English towns and cities
Flourished
There will be only
Flotsam and jetsam.

Part II - England Awakes

Leaving Tyneside,
With its vast array
Of yellow fairy lights
Twinkling below
Dark Durham hills,
Even the clear
Pre-dawn sky
Looks grey
With November.
Bright Lucifer,
Illuminating little,
Shines alone in the East
Heralding his own nemesis
As the first rosy tints
Of the approaching sun
Brighten the eastern horizon.

Multiply reflected
In double glazed windows
Of this hi-tech train
A great panoply
Of street lights
Speed swiftly past
Dancing in a lonely blue sky.

What hapened to that idyllic red sky
That we dreamed of?
Is this all we are going to see -
Lucifer's devils posturing
Over our lives
In the turquoise blue of Blair's Britain,;
Awarding themselves
Obscene salaries
For their irreplacable talents;
Golden handshakes
For screwing up
And engineering a run on the bank;
Taking lottery win sized pension funds,
Regardless of contributions
Or good service.

Those red bands marching
Across the Eastern horizon
Should be the sight and sound
Of a new Golden age;
The Dawn of a New Socialism
To damn Lucifer and his oligarchs
And all the mealy mouthed
Politically correct
Non-thinkers
To history's dustbin.

As usual
England wakes slowly,
Girds for action,
Trusting that again
It will still not be
Too late
To reclaim the swamp
And turn the approaching tide.


Sand and Pebbles


See the pebbles lying on the shingly beach,
How each is lying quietly, each to each to each.
Some are tiny gravel, some are boulder stone
Yet each is lying quietly, each to each to each,
All these glistening pebbles make the shingly beach,
Shining in the moonlight, each at peace with each,
Every little pebble knows its place and part,
The pebbles make no squabbles on the shingly beach.

See the grains of sand scattered on the sandy beach,
How each is lying quietly, each to each to each.
Some are bright chalcedony, some are simple quartz
Yet each is lying quietly, each to each to each,
Upon the all the lapping waves do wash and gently pass
Golden in the sunlight, each at peace with each,
All the grains of tiny sand make the sandy beach.
Every tiny grain of sand fulfils its little part
There are no warring bands of sand along the sandy beach.


c. All poems by David Turner, 2007.






Laura Lamarca is a 33 year old widowed mother of 3 children, residing in the South of England.  Lamarca has been writing poetry for 6 years as a means of expression and to give voice to people suffering around the world.  Poetry has been a lifeline for Lamarca, helping her through the darkest moments of her life and this collection is her way of giving something back to a world that she takes much from.  Lamarca wishes to raise awareness in a world already bathed in ignorance, in the hope that the suffering of others may be recognised and acted upon.

Picture above: Drawing by Laura Lamarca.

LAURA LAMARCA


Explosive Ideals

 
 
Each day when I wake
to quaking thoughts
of peace that elusively awaits,
to seldomly shimmer
in dimmer dreams...
of future
in freedom of fate.
 
Veiling each action
in terror's transactions,
in code
for foreboding
extremes, as secrets transpire
on funeral pyres and the world
falls apart at the seams.
 
I fight for a cause without
pause to ponder, like an ant
industrially so, no wonder
of why, I just need to try
and in death...help liberty grow.
 
Like you, I am human, I feel
fear and pain, in stains
from childhood
drowned in disdain,
as shame swallowed voice
to banish our choice
and leaders dictated to reign.
 
Suicide seems like our one
salvation, paving its path
from deprivation-
independence delivered
from a severed society
as our name
gains global notoriety.
 
And eyes look on as we're forced
to kill against our own will
as you watch us destroy...
you see as we maim and think
it's a game, a decoy of heartless
sorrows of tomorrow.
 
Snatched agendas from leaders of lies,
despising the system that's forced
us to be, yet you don't see
the mirror's reflection or our own
dejection in a life with its fee.
 
I didn't ask for this murderous
task, nor the blood
smeared across my soul, but
if I do not fight
for the right of belief,
no relief will catch me
the day that I fall.
 
Each operation to take
a function...a fake, from grid
references of a much bigger plan,
as man forces his fears,
asks the world to adhere
and covers
his own mistakes when he can.
 
Xonerate blame to point fingers at us
as we linger in attitude's flame,
as the start soon dies
in cries of planned hurt
and the end wins wars to begin.
 
Pleading for mercy with morals
of greed won't feed the children
the West soon forgot,
in this vicious circle of virulent view-
devotion to dread
on a sphere destined to rot.
 
Lessons in life are given to learn,
yet you leave us to burn
in graves yet to be dug - in strife
torn and spent, you dictate
we repent, as forgiveness is pulled
from under hope's rug.
 
Only our God can save us now
from destruction
that we've chosen to tread,
too far on this road
too heavy the load
peace shall grace us
the day that we're dead.
 
Didn't plan this path, nor the wrath
of your hearts, nor the existence
we've been forced to dwell - in hell bound
to climb, most times compelled...
in sincerity, we kill you as-well.
 
Each bomb and each body
is a statement, a sob...for a life
we didn't wish to keep.
"Evil" as labeled, yet human as lived,
as our actions implore you to weep...
Never forgotten in this untaught world
as innocence stutters
to flutter...to fly-
spare a thought for our fight,
consider our rights
and you'll realize why we had to die.
 
 
 
Serbia's Shame


 
Cribs clink in echoed response
of life amidst silence,
lifeless, in torture zones;
 
children's tombs...
of white sheets
and bent repose.
 
Cramped extremities cause
disfigured faces
with purple cheeks and
swollen minds
as disease devours
hell's conditions.
 
Rarely untied
from binding ropes
as sunlight filters
only in dreams,
arms flail despairingly
and legs...
remain motionless...
for decades.
 
Crumpled woes etched
in deepest wounds as minors
incessantly harm themselves
by chewing own fingers,
tearing at ears,
clawing own faces
in their fight for freedom
 
and cries are met with
thoughtless disdain
as children fail to find embrace,
 
mere statistics in camps'
containable cells, awaiting
existence to set them free from
 
social care who couldn't
care less.
 
 
Illiterate Ideals

 
 
Microscopic meanings
in media moments,
as global gains
fall flat at failed feet
 
and watchful gaze
grabs gospel verbiage
between pages
of tabloid torments ~
 
warming naught but
morbid imaginations.
 
Flicked leaves of
bland beliefs, as relief
rests in Hollywood's laps,
sapped sorrows
ignored...
 
sealed slanderous,
as public implores
more celebrity gossip.
 
Gucci gathers speed
against nuclear weaponry
and governments
cover-up their rancid greeds
 
printing pathetic nonsense,
distraction to read, as
religions feed excuses
to mute minds.
 
Eyes flash upon framed
famine, on strained faces
facing pandemics and
plight vanishes in
channeled aversions
as emotions disperse in
numbered pressure points.
 
Remote thoughts search
corners of familiarity
as absence reaches
no further than home
 
and questions arise, despising
Giro amounts as lies loiter
without surprise to coffer profits
lining self situations,
 
purblind to find truths
in what we can not hide.
 
 
Doorway Of Life
 

As the night closes in and the
shivers begin to take hold; racking every
fibre of my scarcely clothed figure.
Stooped...hovering in the shop doorway,
seeking solace, shelter from the elements.
As scared as a child who can't sleep
without light, afraid of the shadows of night.

And I squat in my doorway, reflecting...

How had my life turned out this way?

The argument had been brewing for weeks,
little digs in my direction, the
resurrection of old complaints boiled
with assumptions that had lain on top
of unfinished situations...
like the congealed coating of cold custard.

Cursing, swearing, abusing my naivety,
words that shattered and scarred my soul;
false accusations, blatant lies...
thrown, slung, dashed in my face,
relentless, ruthless rage played in clips -
snapshots of memories that I'd sooner forget.

Hand raised and gradually descended,
as if in slow motion and frozen fear
to rest heavy upon my cheek,
sending waves of pain crashing
through my head...thrashing for logical explanation.

And I looked up into unremorseful eyes,
black, unfeeling pools staring through me,
cold and deliberate...and I knew,
I knew I had to get away.

And instinct urged me to escape, to run
and never look back and so I
ran and ran and ran....
never looking back into the face of evil.

Feet pounding pearlized pavements, each step pummelled
by the simultaneous beat of my frightened heart.

And as I ran...
I cried, cried, cried...
...such tears of disappointment,
so sad that things had never changed
between us, that his sword was always
much more powerful than his word.

I ran for what seemed like eons,
until my legs were sore and pain
burnt my throat every time I inhaled;
and the lights grew brighter and
the traffic more intense.

Bare feet...I'd forgotten my shoes,
no coat or extra clothing...
yet I had no intention of returning home,
hardly attired was better than the alternative.

And so I walked passed nightclub crowds,
excited voices vibrantly loud,
calling to one another in busy streets.

Along the pavements, passed fish and chip
smells, urine stains and empty bottles;
as noise faded into a whisper and cars
grew silent upon tarmac roads.

And the doorway beckoned, inviting...
tired feet held no resistance
and I huddled into the corner,
desperate to maintain what little
body heat I had left...and I cried.

Days turned into weeks and I wandered,
lost inside the abyss of deliberate
distraction - a world of fantasy inside my mind.

Until hunger tore at my intestines
and screamed out in agony, so loud I could
hardly ignore it...and cardboard became my friend.

My box...like a new abode, just less sturdy,
unable to withstand the weathers of winter;
yet light enough to watch Summer's sunsets.

And signs...

"Cold, hungry and homeless,
all loose change is appreciated"

Soup kitchen three times a week, I've
found companionship, a body to share my doorway
by night, and a begging spot during the day.

Turn up your nose as you pass by,
like mice afraid of something different;
I don't ask you to understand my circumstances,
just that you remember that we are equals...

my home is a doorway...
there isn't an alternative.
 
As the night closes in and the
shivers begin to take hold; racking every
fibre of my better clothed figure.
Stooped...hovering in my cardboard box,
seeking solace, shelter from the elements.

As contented as one can be in this
world all alone....
**


c. Laura Lamarca, 2007.



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